In my youth there was a time when I considered the opposition I was receiving in my earlier travels into the occult a result of New God envy. What I mean by this is there seems to be a group of entities that are out to kill you up until you reach a certain level in your magical career.  At the time I termed these New Gods.  Which I thought were YHVH, Jehovah, etc.  Basically all the modern Deities in existence after the birth of Christ.

But in the end all it really turns out to be is there are certain entities out there that feed off of you.  They do not want you to gain the knowledge you will gain because they stands to loose something when you succeed.  For those who are well into their magical careers, reflect back to your beginning days.  Was there not an increased level of resistance to your own will then there is now?  Please share in the comments below.

And for those just starting, feel free to share such experiences below as well.  The reason I bring this topic up is because during the “Fall From Grace”  or “Unplugging From the Matrix”, you will experience a high level of events where the outside world tries to kill you off, and it could make the initial start much more harder to endure without this understanding.